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A Thousand Ways to Pay Attention by Rebecca Schiller
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A Thousand Ways to Pay Attention

A Memoir of Coming Home to My Neurodivergent Mind

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Narrator Rebecca Schiller

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Length 11 hours 12 minutes
Language English
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Summary

It should have been Rebecca Schiller's dream come true: moving her young family to the English countryside to raise goats and coax their own fruit and vegetables from the land. But, as she writes: The summer of striding out toward a life of open fields and sacks of corn, I brought a confused black hole of something pernicious but not yet acknowledged along for the ride.



Rebecca's health begins to crumble, with bewildering symptoms: frequent falls, uncontrollable rages, and mysterious lapses in memory. As she fights to be seen by specialists, her fledgling homestead—and her family—hang by increasingly tenuous threads. And when her diagnosis finally comes, it is utterly unexpected: severe ADHD.



In her scramble for answers, Rebecca's consciousness alternately sears with pinpoint focus and spirals with connections. Childhood memories resurface with new meaning, and her daily life entwines with the history of women who tended this land before her. Her family weathers their growing pains where generations of acorns have fallen to rise again as trees, where ancient wolves and lynx once stalked the shadows. Written in unsparing, luminous prose, this is an all-absorbing memoir of one woman's newfound neurodivergence—and a clarion call to overturn the narrative that says minds are either normal and good or different and broken.

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Audiobook details

Narrator:
Rebecca Schiller

ISBN:
9781696607490

Length:
11 hours 12 minutes

Language:
English

Publisher:
Highbridge Company

Publication date:

Edition:
Unabridged

Libro.fm rank:
#9,265 Overall

Genre rank:
#158 in Environment & Nature

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