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Shop the saleI Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself
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Learn moreDept. of Speculation meets Black Mirror in this lyrical, speculative debut about a queer mother raising her daughter in an unjust surveillance state
In a United States not so unlike our own, the Department of Balance has adopted a radical new form of law enforcement: rather than incarceration, wrongdoers are given a second (and sometimes, third, fourth, and fifth) shadow as a reminder of their crimeāand a warning to those they encounter. Within the Department, corruption and prejudice run rampant, giving rise to an underclass of so-called Shadesters who are disenfranchised, publicly shamed, and deprived of civil rights protections.
Kris is a Shadester and a new mother to a baby born with a second shadow of her own. Grieving the loss of her wife and thoroughly unprepared for the reality of raising a child alone, Kris teeters on the edge of collapse, fumbling in a daze of alcohol, shame, and self-loathing. Yet as the kid grows, Kris finds her footing, raising a child whose irrepressible spark cannot be dampened by the harsh realities of the world. She canāt forget her wife, but with time, she can make a new life for herself and the kid, supported by a community of fellow misfits who defy the Department to lift one another up in solidarity and hope.
With a first-person register reminiscent of the fierce self-disclosure of Sheila Heti and the poetic precision of Ocean Vuong, I Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself is a bold debut novel that examines the long shadow of grief, the hard work of parenting, and the power of queer resistance.
Marisa Crane is a writer, basketball player, and sweatpants enthusiast. Their work has appeared or is forthcoming in Joyland, No Tokens, TriQuarterly, Passages North, Florida Review, Catapult, Lit Hub, The Rumpus, and elsewhere. An attendee of the Tin House Workshop and Bread Loaf Writersās Conference, they currently live in San Diego with their wife and child. I Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself is their first novel.
Bailey Carr is a New York Cityābased audiobook narrator. She graduated with a BFA in acting from NYUās Tisch School of the Arts. Bailey has narrated audiobooks for multiple New York Times bestselling authors.
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Audiobook details
Author:
Marisa Crane
Narrator:
Bailey Carr
ISBN:
9798212236898
Length:
8 hours 29 minutes
Language:
English
Publisher:
Blackstone Publishing
Publication date:
January 17, 2023
Edition:
Unabridged
Libro.fm rank:
#9,711 Overall
Genre rank:
#200 in Apocalyptic & Dystopian
Reviews
āPhenomenal.ā
"A soft yet fierce narrative of queer resistance and abolitionist feeling.ā
āSkillfully probes the complexities of loss, love, and injusticeā¦[and] convincingly leans toward hopeā¦An anthem for queer love and solidarity that rises above the dystopian cacophony.ā
āBailey Carr gently narrates this dystopian audiobookā¦[and] voices Krisās grief with realism and depthā¦Carrās voice for Krisās daughter is adorably youthful and strongā¦These characters will resonate with listeners.ā
āOffers a fresh peek at our dystopian future.ā
āThe novel stands out in its poetic reporting on the everyday experience of living under incessant observation and enforcement.ā
āA not-so-cautionary tale about Americaās poor treatment of marginalized people and how it would take little for the country to tip over into fascism.ā
"The creation of family, criminalization, and queer resistance. Readers will be moved and electrified.ā
āOn the surface, itās all explosive force; underneath, itās introspective and intimate.ā
āVailey Carr narrates this poetic novel, sensitively voicing Krisās hope and heartbreak, while also capturing the idealism and vivacity of her daughter.ā
āCraneās blend of grief, humor, and imagination is fearless.ā
āA masterpiece: mordantly funny, brilliantly queer, large-hearted.ā
āKris is an unforgettable guide through the novelās speculative world, at once hilarious and heart-sick.ā
āAs innovative as it is boldly honestā¦Offers us a speculative world that refracts, mirrors, and expands our own.ā
āCraneās sharp and funny dystopian novel explores how easy it is to become our worst selves and how hard it is to recover from life-changing mistakes.ā
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