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First Time, Long Time by Amy Silverberg
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First Time, Long Time

$26.24

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July 22, 2025

Length TBA
Language English
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For readers of Emma Cline and Melissa Broder, the story of an adrift, sardonic young woman falling for an older radio host… and then for his daughter.

When aspiring writer Allison moved to L.A., she expected her life to finally take shape. After years of dwelling in grief over her brother's unexpected and untimely death, and allowing her mercurial parents' feelings and desires to infect her own, she almost feels ready become the main character in her own story again. Yet Allison continues to feel inextricably tied to both her parents, particularly her unpredictable father, and weighed down by her the loss of her brother. In L.A., as with anywhere else, she feels uninspired and lonely, unable to write and barely scraping by as an English teacher, while struggling to connect with her students and fellow instructors.

After a serendipitous run in with famed radio DJ Reid Steinman, an idol of her father’s, Allison is rapidly drawn under his spell, while also developing an unanticipated, tangled relationship with his adult daughter, Maddie. She’s forced to balance her romance with Reid with her gnawing desire for the intoxicatingly charming Maddie, as it becomes increasingly evident that she and Allison's late brother share more than a few qualities. As Allison's relationships with the equally self-possessed father and daughter deepens, she struggles to establish the boundaries of her own identity.

Through candid self-awareness, keen observations, and deliciously wry humor, FIRST TIME, LONG TIME asks, what happens to a young woman’s goals when she becomes involved with a famous man? And how might she move forward when so much in her past remains unresolved? 

Amy Silverberg is a writer and comedian. She holds a PhD in Creative Writing & Literature from USC, where she currently teaches. Her fiction has appeared in Best American Short Stories, The Paris Review, Granta, The Indiana Review, TriQuarterly, The Los Angeles Review of Books, and elsewhere. She was selected as a “New Face” in stand-up comedy at the Just for Laughs Comedy Festival in Montreal, the largest and most prestigious festival of its kind. Her stand-up has been featured on Comedy Central, Hulu, and Amazon Prime. She also writes television, most recently for “The Movie Show” on the SYFY Channel. 

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