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Not That Wheel, Jesus!

Stories From a Faith That Went Off-Road in the Best (and Worst) Possible Ways

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August 12, 2025

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Language English
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From the nationally bestselling author of Holy Hot Mess, a laugh-out-loud look at what happens when life goes a direction we didn't expect and we are forced to reconsider the beliefs, assumptions, and stories that have always steered our course.

Jesus, take the wheel.

But wait...not like that!

Mary Katherine Backstrom grew up the most basic of all youth group kidsโ€”pH level 14โ€”and her faith only grew as she worked at churches, led youth ministry, became a missionary, and went on to become a bestselling Christian author. She knew all the practiced, perfect Sunday school answers and was driving happily down the right straight and narrow, until one day her young son asked a simple question: will my Jewish best friend go to hell?

In the months and years that followed, that single question continued to snowball. MK challenged and reconsidered every part of the faith sheโ€™d been raised to accept so completely. Not That Wheel, Jesus! is Mary Katherineโ€™s hilarious journey from certainty to doubt to going nuclear on the socials (โ€œit was my heresy eraโ€), and then of slowly and painfully finding her way back to a different, less defined sort faith.โ€จ
Itโ€™s the heartfelt and achingly honest story of a faith that went off the road and crashed and burned in spectacular fashion, right before God and everybody. And then, slowly, through grace and plenty of therapy, grew richer and deeper than she ever could have imagined.

Mary Katherine Backstrom is best known for her viral videos and candid writing on family, faith, and mental health. She has been featured on Today Show, CNN, and New York Timesโ€”but her friends and family are most impressed with her one-time appearance on Ellen. MK resides in Alabama with her children, two dogs, and more cats than she can really justify. When she isnโ€™t writing, MK can be found in the woods, hiding from the all the world's problems.
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