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If I Stay by Gayle Forman
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If I Stay

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Length 5 hours 2 minutes
Language English
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In a single moment, everything changes. Seventeen year-old Mia has no memory of the accident; she can only recall riding along the snow-wet Oregon road with her family. Then, in a blink, she finds herself watching as her own damaged body is taken from the wreck...A sophisticated, layered, and heartachingly beautiful story about the power of family and friends, the choices we all make—and the ultimate choice Mia commands.

Gayle Forman is an award-winning, internationally bestselling author and journalist. She is the author of Just One Day and Just One Year, and the companion e-novella Just One Night, as well as the New York Times bestsellers If I Stay and Where She Went. She lives in Brooklyn, New York, with her husband and daughters.

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Reviews

"Beautifully written."—Entertainment Weekly

"A beautiful novel."—Los Angeles Times

"A do-not-miss story of love, friendship, family, loss, control, and coping."—Justine Magazine

"The brilliance of this book is the simplicity."—The Wall Street Journal

"A touching and thought-provoking novel."—Romantic Times

"Every moment I spent reading Forman’s masterpiece drew me in more."—NPR.com

"Intensely moving, the novel will force readers to take stock of their lives and the people and things that make them worth living."—Publishers Weekly, starred review

"Mia’s story will engage readers willing to suspend their disbelief that the future can be seen in the present."—Booklist, starred review

"The author endows the narrative with as much humor as poignancy and lays bare the challenges Mia has encountered in each of her relationships as well as the breakthroughs, leaving readers in suspense until the final bars."—Shelf Awareness

"Forman excels at inserting tiny but powerful details throughout . . .which will draw readers into this masterful text and undoubtedly tug at even the toughest of heartstrings."—Kirkus Reviews, starred review Expand reviews
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