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Learn moreAmanda is a new mother, and she is breaking. After a fight with her partner, she puts the baby in the car and drives from Queens to her hometown in rural Ohio, where she shows up unannounced on the doorstep of her estranged childhood best friend. Amanda thought that she had left Carrie firmly in the past. After their friendship ended, their lives diverged radically: Carrie had a baby the summer after high school, became a successful tattoo artist, and never escaped Ohioās conservative grid of close-cut grass. But the trauma of childbirth and shock of motherhood compel Amanda to go back to the beginning and to trace the tangled roots of friendship and family in her own life.
Compelling and engaging, Everything Here Is under Control is a raw, honest, occasionally hilarious portrait of the complexity, conflicting emotions, and physical trauma of both modern motherhood and the intense, intimate friendships that women forge in their youth.
Emily Adrian is the author of two critically acclaimed young adult novels, Like It Never Happened and The Foreseeable Future, and two adult novels, Everything Here Is under Control and The Second Season. She lives in New Haven, Connecticut, with her husband, her son, and their dog, Hank.
Madeleine Lambert is an Earphones Award winning narrator who graduated with honors from Duke University with majors in theater studies and English and who received her MFA in acting from Brown University/Trinity Rep. In addition to her voiceover work, she has performed on stage in Steel Magnolias, A Christmas Carol, Anne Boleyn, and Cat on a Hot Tin Roof.
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āEmily Adrian is such a uniquely perceptive writer, possessing a kind of X-ray vision that finds the hidden truths inside of us, no matter how painful they might be. Everything Here Is under Control skillfully lays out a story that converges on motherhood, friendship, and our responsibilities to the world around us, the lives that touch us. A beautiful, bracing novel by an amazing, open-hearted writer.ā
āHow Emily Adrian could write a book so honest and raw about the first weeks of motherhood and yet so appealing and unputdownable andādare I say, heartwarmingāis a mystery of novelistic alchemy. Nonetheless, there it levitates: light as a feather and heavy as a stone, a romantic comedy that redefines the terms of traditional romance and takes happily ever after far beyond the loss of maidenhood. Magic, addictive, brilliant fun.ā
āA sharp, thoughtful, poignant look at early motherhood, a small town, and the complex, challenging, and beautiful relationships that make up our families both biological and chosen.ā
āBrutally tender, ferociously intimate, astonishingly surefooted, and deeply satisfying. Emily Adrian has crafted a multilayered story whose peopleāI hesitate to call them mere ācharactersāābecame so real and vivid to me that Iāve thought about them long since finishing the book. An immersive, irresistible pleasure.ā
āQuirky, resonantā¦With keen wit and affecting emotion, Everything Here Is under Control is a novel about love, family, and motherhood that balances compromises with possibilities.ā
āWarm, compassionate, funny, and filled with surprises, Everything Here Is under Control is an accomplished novel by a writer to watch.ā
āI tore through Everything Here Is under Control in just a couple of days, compelled by its refreshingly honest portrayals of not only early motherhood but the kind of childhood friendship that shapes the rest of your life. Emily Adrian writes with such a keen and sensitive eye, and sheās funny, and she is an astute observer of human behavior. I cheered when I got to the plot twist midway through, and, even now, I canāt get this novelās characters out of my mind.ā
āEmily Adrian writes with deft assurance and penetrating insight about the intensities of motherhood, marriage, and female friendship.ā
āI could not put down this brilliant, beautiful book. Itās about the elastic, resilient love of our earliest friendships. Itās about the challenges of motherhood at any age. Itās about how the lands of our childhood define and complicate usāand how we can never leave them completely. Everything Here Is under Control is everything I want a novel to be: suspenseful, emotional, intellectual, and populated with characters so true and dimensional that their shocks and pains and happiness merge into my own. Emily Adrian is a force. Now, go read her book.ā
āThe women fall into steady, if wary, rhythm with each other, their reunion setting the stage for the unfurling of a long-kept secret thatās made all the more dramatic by the intense and often thrilling complexity of this relationshipā¦Filled with compelling charactersā¦Full of texture and authentic human ambivalence.ā
āA tender novel about early motherhood, small-town life, and the various ways people make their families.ā
ā[A] wonderful new novelā¦[A] precise, poignant, and thrilling story of friendship, motherhood, and the one-way road to adulthoodā¦Itās Amandaās emotional journey, urgent and searching, that drives the book, moving it with the pulse and pace of a thriller.ā
āThere is so much to examine here, from the harrowing experience of new motherhood to the role of a father in an infantās first days. Amandaās complex relationship with Deerling, which includes her own mother, is worth noting, too, and a twist midway through the book adds great intensity to the story. But the heart of the novel is Carrie and Amandaās friendship, with all its sorrow and joy. A perfect selection for book groups.ā
āI quite liked this novel of a friendship and how it endured a pregnancy and a shared love and the past.ā
āA delight to read. The author seems to really understand the true sense of what it is like to be a new mother, with all the self-doubt, worry, and pure love that come along with that roleā¦The book is easy to read, because you want to know and understand the characters better. In the end, you do understand them, and maybe understand yourself a bit better as well.ā
āAdrianās meticulous, wry adult debut follows thirty-one-year-old new mother Amanda through her insecurities and anxietiesā¦Adrianās portrayal of the ups and downs of motherhood will resonate with readers.ā
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